Five years ago I was still fresh in my newly committed relationship. My very first grown woman big girl draws relationship. Nothing like the relationships I’d been in before. It was different. It felt different. It was different. To this day it still is different. See I had to learn how to love, the right way. Learn how to be loved the right way. Learn how to be in a honest committed loving relationship. Seriously. It grew me up alot! In more ways that I knew it would. 

So on this day five years ago I gave bEarth to my fourth son. Lamarion! Yayyy! With the love of my life Lamar. This bearth/son has taught me thee most. Oh how much I’ve grown from giving bEarth the first time at 17 years old not knowing what the hell I had gotten myself into. To giving bEarth at 30 years old, being much more in tuned, ready, experienced, no fear instead anxiousness and excitement. Just overall sure and prepared. 

I’m so blessed to have four intelligent boys. No matter how much I grow I never can out grow loving them. Praying over them constantly. Teaching them the necessities! Watching them grow is my honor. I’m so thankful to wish my little intelligent sweet face Cool Kid a Happiest Bearth Day today.πŸŽ‰πŸŽˆ 

7/17 was the day we welcome this little stinky with open arms. 5 years old never looked so handsome. HBD!!πŸ’«

Guess I have to be an extra Servant of his today. Mommy duties never end.

Wishing you a great week ahead. I hope this Monday finds you well. New week, new blessings. Today is the day our creator has made “Let’s rejoice and be glad in it”.
Peace Love & Light


So my vacay week away went as to be expected. Fun Relaxing and Amazing as Fk. I mean we really had a nice time in Florida. Okay stay along Navarre Beach in a private beach house. We enjoy the beach house ting  so we’re making it a vacation “thing” now. 

So the house was bomb as ever. It deserved a πŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ–€πŸ’›πŸ’œ star rating for sure. Size, amenities as well as location ah man bae and I were in beach house heaven. The weather was amazing late 60s to late 70s. Lots to do along the strip. Amazing beach week I’m telling you. πŸ– Navarre Beach should definitely be one of your vacations of choice. Thank me later!

Every morning we woke up to Sun and beachfront right outside our bedroom window. Ocean for days!🌊 Let’s not mention it was the second rental that we’ve stayed in that offered us a charcoal grill. What! So it was only right that we had a beach front seafood bar b que. Lit! Listening to tunes from Old School to today’s Pop we soaked up every bit of our beach front. 

We came beach ready with our umbrella lounge seats and alcoholic beverage of choice for sipping (when we weren’t swimming). We had a nice time and can’t wait to take the kids soon. 

I must say I am thankhful for yet another beautiful blessed perfectly imperfect year of love with my best friend. My partner. My lover. My King! πŸ’œβ‡πŸ’š

Hoping this post finds you well. Happy Tuesday Luvs! 

Peace Love & Light

Bella πŸ’‹


Every day for the pass six years I’ve been blessed with true down right love. I mean good soul touching heart felt love. Goose bump hair stand up God fearing  type of love. Love that knows you’re far from humanly perfect but see your spiritual perfection. Love that except you as your true non-conforming abnormal introverted self. Love that wipes your tears and make sure you never cry those tears again.❀

Love that teaches. Love that grows. Love that see the best in you when you see the worse. Love that carries you when you can’t carry yourself. Love that gives you forehead kisses with closed eyes. Love that sings to you. Love that communicates effortlessly. Love that dances to the beat of your drum and might bust a rap flow to your tune here and there.πŸ’›

Love that takes your hand and lead the way. Love that brings about balance and peace. Love that shows you daily how special you are. Love that’s patience because it’s knows y’all have the rest of your lives together. It’s that sweet unconditional love that gives you wings.πŸ’š

This is my everyday Love story. My daily relationship truth! Happy Anniversary to Me/Us !! Many more! πŸ’œπŸŽˆπŸŽ‰πŸΎβœ¨πŸ‘«πŸŽ†πŸ’

Bella πŸ‘„

VALENTINE’S EVE | 2.13.17 | πŸ’œπŸ’›πŸ’šβ€πŸ’™

Morning world🌏

I hope you had a nice relaxing weekend. I’m sure many of you are getting ready to surprise your loves with a gift or two. Chocolates teddy bears perfume cologne hugs kisses cuddling love making to Sade’s “Kiss of Life”. I mean back massages, foot rubs, flowers just total relaxation and catering to those that you hold close to your heart.πŸ’š

This month I celebrate another year of love with my long time partner, boyfriend, fiance, significant other, my lover, best friend, my rock, my future husband. My King! We are now down one handful of years down in the middle of another. Oh how beautiful is it to be apart of this crazy sexy cool journey I get to trod with my best friend. What an absolute joy. So blessed!πŸ’šβ˜₯πŸ’œ

Β We don’t celebrate Valentine’s day due to our Anniversary being in February too. So we just celebrate our journey instead. This year I was surprised with a really nice gift. One that happens to be one of my favorite things to do (to be announced).πŸ€”πŸ˜œπŸ˜†

See I love February for so many reasons and what I don’t like about it which is the weather (usually). Right now I must say the weather has been so damn confused that the grass has begun to grow back this soon I mean come on it is still Winter. I’m even seeing little flowers come up in the grass. Really! Tew much global warming. Sad!Β 

So because of that I’m loving this GA weather so no complaints about nothing this February at all. Oh and my oldest son turned eighteen and my bonus daughter turned 21.🎈What a blessing!β˜₯πŸŽ‰πŸ‘«

So what do you have planned? Dinner, movie, gift exchanging, traveling, nothing just another day, what? I will keep you posted about my Anniversary gift too. Excited!πŸ˜†

I wish u an exceptional love filled week surrounded by unconditional love, laughter and new blessings. Remember that while you loving up on others this week show yourself some of that same love. Happy Monday! Peace✌

Love & LightΒ 

Bella πŸ‘„